something tells me it’s going to take patience

[accresce]

My loved ones have abandoned me.

Family took off to Springfield while I was at work. I knew they were going, I just thought they'd be leaving tomorrow morning. Either way, I am to fend for myself this weekend. And we have no food. This is not good.

It's often hard for me to justify being mad at people. I think about what I want, but then I realize that it's not necessarily what they want, and that they should do what they want . . . But then I realize that I'll never get what I want that way. It seems so selfish of me (in my own eyes) to ask people to be there for me; not necessarily in the advice-giving sense or whatever, but for them to give up something for me. I don't know. It's complicated.

I'm slightly miffed about this whole thing, though. Ah, well. Maybe I'll just sit around all weekend waiting for roommate info to come. Actually, that'd probably be torture. So I think I'll go start that book on historical linguistics I got from the library a while back, since I finished Chocolat tonight.

Comments

[rebecksta88.livejournal.com]

I love the song from which your entry title is derived.

I'm sorry your family abandoned you. :\ At least you have the house to yourself! That's gotta be nice and relaxing.

[accresce.livejournal.com]

I love that song, too. That whole friggin' CD is amazing.

And, yeah. It's kinda nice not to have anything specific to do than "water the flowers" hehe.

[accresce.livejournal.com]

PS - CLUE TSHIRTS OMGOMGOMG!

[accresce.livejournal.com]

That would be SO sweet. I've been subsisting on english muffins and frozen meals so far . . . I'm in the mood for some real food. :)

And I don't care where your dorm technically is, but you're staying with us in Norris!! We should do some baking during orientation!